all the words i said turned  into bullshit...

last night i had a unbelieveable dream which will never happe in real life i guess.5&i were ...i almost forgot the plot of the story.but it's really sweet and cute.

i've watched too much dramas which harm my eyes a lot.i feel thatthey are falling out. they're so attractive and irresistible that i can't wait to see the next episode after one.

i didn't go to the EC today which seems to be a little abnormal cuz i don't want to be absent everytime i can make. i don't know if there's anything gone wrong.

it's cold to stay at home that  my frozen fingers pains me sometimes.

YY is on top of the world at the moment.and she always is while i'm STILL alone.

is it destiny?or sb. does sth. wrong which he or she has to make up for it in the whole life with permanent loneliness?

DKDKDKDKDK...

在听AKON的MR. LONELY

呵呵其实也是写给MS. LONELY的...

they are probably having a good night.the couple i introduced are so sweet~~~happy 4 them

he said he would find sb. 4 me in turn.hehe.the words is enough.

it was amazin' yesterday.the couple witnessed the whole ear hole thing and accompanied my shopping to some extend,even lifting the bags 4 me.hoho~4 a little while,just a little while, i pictured him alone lifting 4 me.hehe.i crossed the line,right?oh,take it easy,i'm kiddin'.but it's true that i'm waiting 4 sb. to give all the romantics.once i thought it would be T.eh...now it seems that i'v thought too much and expect  too highly.

anyway,anyway...i'v got nothing 2 do wiz it.

o right..forget about it.

drop it!!! 

 

去年的圣诞夜,有点特别.

受到了一个人的邀请.虽然他很了解我,但还是免不了被拒绝的命运.呵呵我拿他当朋友.

认识了我并不高兴认识但庆幸能认识的一个人.接到他的电话很开心.希望他每天都可以打来,不要让我等太久.但事实总不会如我们想象或希望的一样发展.否则世界上就没有电视和电影,没有上帝和菩萨,没有努力和追求.ANYWAY,还满期待我的小笼包,呵呵

告别之后,等爸爸拿行李来.

我觉得自己真的是在冬眠,爸爸就在马路对面.只需过个隧道的距离.我却傻等了很久,迷失了方向,走错了好几次.

但这远没结束.

去车站等车.等了一刻钟,看着2辆自己要坐的车从自己面前开过,才意识到,是不是等错车站了?

向前走,边问路.走了好远还没走到.打了几通电话给COUPLE WATCHING A MOVIE,终于问清,于是继续走.

又走了好远.

终于到了个车站,怎么和上次看到的不一样?是夜晚看不清还是记忆已经模糊?不知道,乘上去再说.(事后才知道原来我走错方向，天，我居然走到了离开好远的下一站）

好挤,我站在车门口,不能动弹.开车门的时候脚还被夹住,但周围的人们似乎听不到我的呼喊.有了个空挡,好不容易挤进去,包包却不听话的碰到了一个姐姐."不好意思"

她:哈痛!~个拧拿能个能夹饿拉,阿伐刚带伐起饿!

我装做没听到.没什么想法了.

其实并不郁闷或生气,觉得运气差或倒霉.